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Darling, I Need A VacationDarling I need a vacation again, where I can put my toes in the sand while you’ll run your fingers over my foot. I need one of our classic beach trips where my skin gets tanner, and you get red because you didn’t heed my warning that yes you do need to reapply sunscreen under this beautiful sun. I need to layout, exposing my scars in my bikini, turning you on yet being only a tease. And we’ll laugh at the other couples who have grown to finicky and don’t know how to touch each other anymore, as you’ll wrap me in your arms on our beach blanket promising otherwise, which is probably the same things they all once promised each other. And I’ll complain when you kick too much sand, and the umbrella will try to fly away but you’ll tie it down masterly as usual. We’ll sip our cokes relishing in the sweetness that takes the salt off our lips when we take breaks to lay our bodies out. Take me back to last summer, with palm trees and coconuts. Wher
The Morning After Pill“I’m pregnant,” I said. I wish I said. I wish I could say. But not really as I lay naked next to you. We’re about five seconds away from jumping in the car to buy Plan-B. Because I’m too young, and I’ve got plans. To be more than this. More than just another knocked up 21 year old letting her goals slip through her hands. I mean, sure, it’s right for some. But not me. Not the girl who’s unsettled, sharp as hell, but can’t make up her mind about the future. Except when it comes to you. But even then, some days, you’re only just okay.
But she’s so beautiful dancing in the sunshine in my mind. Her nose flat and small like yours, her skin lost somewhere between your washed out look and my sun kissed birth tan. And she has your wavy hair, with my brown shades, and my eyes. She’s the center of our worlds, twirling in between the crevices of reality and my uterus emptying out itself.
I’m shakey at Walmart, with my C
To Kill Me By My Own HandsI am dusting off my toes that used to patter.
Through the streets, barefoot, toes curled,
My laugh is vomiting your face in its puddle.
You lurk with that gun to my head
I can almost feel the bullet crushing me;
A false threat.
I dare you to lick me,
My poison will only make you
Want to kill yourself too.
I am manic running sloshed
Curdled by the shadows leering
As my guides give up and the light goes out.
Curtain down, bullets out.
Accept UsI ache for your check box green light,
his eyes yearning, and my head spinning.
Rushing with the sound of duress
tit-tit-tap, and like a pencil I bounce
to the floor, hoping you did not enjoy
my fall for you.
Perhaps, One DaySomedays
I want to go to the beach
and live a traitor's life
with the water to my breasts,
and the world chasing winds
careless in my demise.
Love Through the AgesXV.
I met you and my heart yearned to be your savior. It was perhaps the attention, the feeling of being needed where I felt useless outside of you, you who spoke of suicide yet somehow I broke my own rules for. You who I'd stay up until midnight chatting with, and running home to the computer for. You made me feel as if the loneliness that had consumed me was nothing compared to yours, and that if I could perhaps fill in the holes of your hole, I could steal you away from depression and find my own long-awaited sunshine. But you with your dark depression, and poor coping skills taught me very little other than how that picking up one knife could lead to a long addiction, much longer than our relationship lasted. And although you talked me out my pretentiousness with sex, abstinence being key, and I soon was ready to let you be the key to my lock, I declined for someone better.
You swooned my heart through awkward family meetings, constantly chaperoned. But yet, we somehow always
If an angel hears meIf there is an angel near me, I pray to remember me, and I know it will, at see my love for you.
Although I also know... that between me and her, the sky only have dark clouds...
I will pray, I will seek, I swear, I will find it, even if I had to look in a million stars.
In this dark life, absurd without you ... I feel you've become the center and the end of my universe...
If love have any limit, I would cross it for her, and in the vast emptiness of my nights, I feel you, and I will love you ... like I could love you for the first time, when a kiss was a whole lifetime...
Feeling like I lost all my mind... for you.
I understand that your kisses must never be mine, I realize that I will never see my reflection in your eyes. But despite that ... my heart ... instead of love you less, loves you even more.
The two is just one single soul: The scent of her hair, the murmur of her silence...
Her smile like a sweet tale... the sweet honey I tasted on your lips.
I thought you and thought you
12.5%see to it that i drink
away this mad, hopeful
all these ghosts
are quiet now; clouds
Blinded TrustWhen it comes to love
I feel like I'm walking around with a blindfold
My hands are chained to the hope
Of true love sweeping me off my feet...
Red marks on my face from frustration
Tears falling because I seem to never find the right man~
In my right hand is my heart
Chained up and protected
Brave yet afraid of hurt feelings
Waiting for someone to unlock it
No love bugs are allowed~
says my mind...
My heart "Don't close up. Open me..~"
I'm not sure where I'm being led to
But I'm trusting..... very hard, but I -need- to
God is the chooser of my Destiny
My love, are you there?
I feel someone near....
Or is it just my hopeless imagination?~
A finger is upon my lips
Will he hold the key to unlock me
From these chains of false securities....~
mummified.You were never more beautiful
than the moment before you died,
plucked from a vine,
like a flower in bloom.
You can't be beautiful
till you're older,
till you've lived
through battle scars
and car crash hearts.
You can't be lovely
till you died
just a little
You were never more perfect
than the moment you died,
pressed between dictionary pages
Words, words, the wonderful
words float around you
that remind you why you cry.
(and you were mummified)
These Bones (I'm in Suicide With You)we're lost without words
in the ache of the brightness.
these bones are old
we are lost--
i'm lost without you.
(but i haven't a clue what you do with me.)
these bones aren't gold,
so what's worthwhile
about them to you?
we are carbon
blood, blood, flowing blood
that clots in cuts
and runs rivers in veins
and stains, how it stains,
carpet and floor and hands
i'd be more
than all the good
i do for you.
i'd be lost without you
but you don't need me
and i'm in suicide with you
for too many reasons
and too many times.
but my only question--
is my love
even if i lie?
Forever and Always.You were happy now.
The road wasn't always easy, but you managed to continue on down it. It always seemed bleak and dreary until he showed up.
At first you thought it was some cruel joke like usual…
He was different in every way possible. There were always smiles and warmth radiating from him.
He never judged you because of your appearance. He was better than that.
Pointing out all the good in you that everyone else seemed to pass by as they only criticized you on what they thought was bad.
He did all of this and so much more. Helping you find your way when all seemed dark to you. Showing you that there was a light at the end of the tunnel and being there tightening the hold on your hand as you both traveled down the dark road.
It was beautiful and so was your life now.
You thought you'd never be here, right now with him.
That's what he told you that day when he asked you.
PianissimoStreaks of black
Among chapters of white.
Your flowing hands
Playing our saccharine love song.
Like the calm wind
In summer season.
Like the shining sun,
You warm my frozen heart.
Like the serene sea
In the pale moonlight,
You soothe my spirit
And smother the hellfire of my nights.
Black rivers flowing down,
Along the white mountainside.
Your smile and your hands
Writing down our saccharine love song.
...alegria eterna......alegría eterna...
...te pienso, te siento, te espero,
en los remanentes de nuestro universo,
escuchando el harpa de los recuerdos,
de los nuestros, de los pequeños momentos...
...los besos, el cielo, la timidez,
las miradas, las caricias, la estupidez,
los tropiezos, el tiempo, la felicidad,
las lágrimas, las despedidas, la eternidad...
...los años pasan, el caliente no llega,
mi sonrisa se apaga, la luna se aleja,
mi cabello se opaca, mi vida se acorta,
pero mi sentimiento permanece, persevera...
¿Cuándo será el día, la mañana, que te vea,
que tu sonrisa no sea de mi reminiscencia,
que la brillantez del sol refleje tu dulce esencia,
cuando podrá mi corazón ver la alegría eterna?
-Solem Nocte Infinitus-
TnM-Vampiros VS Lobos Cap.4Cap.4 Amigos?
En el parque
Cuando llegaron Xadezz y Frejazz se miraron y se enamoraron
Thomas: hola Marie
Marie: hola Tommy son ellos tus amigos
Thomas: si ellos son Dezz *saluda con la mano* y Fred *saluda con la mano*
Marie: hola es un gusto conocelos ellos son Jazz *saluda con la mano* y Xavier *saluda con la mano*
Xavier: es un gusto conocerlos yo soy Xavier Flynn y mi amiga Jasmine Raí pero le gusta que la llame Jazz
Jazz: un gusto y lo sentimos por lo modales es por genes vampiros
Dezz: no se preocupe mi nombre es Dezz y mi amigo Fred es un gusto conocerlos
Thomas: bueno como ya no conocemos quiere jugar a verdad o reto
Todos (menos Thomas) : esta bien!!!
Después de horas de juega verdad o reto
Thomas: emm Fred verdad o reto
Thomas: es verdad que duerme con tu pijama de peluches
Fred: si ¬¬
Todos (excepto Fred): jajajaja
Xavier recibió un mensaje
Marie: tu mamá
Jazz: y que pasa
Xavier dice que esta organizado su boda
In the Dark We BecomeYou’re in the stars
That just won’t fade
You’re the days that make me brave.
You’re tired hands always ready
to take my mask off, tears hiding behind it
and you backspace my regrets.
Your lips say I love you,
Your heart slips out through your eyes
Glowing from an implosion
Of tenderness that I have yearned for
You release me from myself
Cutting the ties that chain my heart
From being trapped in this cage.
We become lightning,
A clap in the night that lights
Even the darkest of skies.
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